New Year New Me : )

Well hello im very very sorry i have not blogged since like last year but here i am :) actually this was one of my new years resolutions to blog more i probably wont keep up with it hahah. No one really keeps up with there resolutions or am i the only one!!! Anyways im very excited as i have just ordered a new black wardrobe and chest of drawers for my humble abode there sooo sexy seriously like the whole of my room is nearly black except the walls maybe ill turn the walls balck aswell hahaha. Well 2010 im hoping it to be a good year for me here are a couple of my resolutions

1. Get a nice boyfriend hopefully a serious one as im the only one at the age of 18 who hasnt had a steady boyf!!! Ridiculous eh.

2. Get a new job as my current one is making me crazy and one day i think i will turn into an oap after working with them for so long.

3. Eat a bit more healthily i aint saying im morbidly obese or anything i just want to feel good about myself looks like my wii fit will be coming in handy again.

4. try and save money and i know for a fact i will not be able to keep this one ebay is my new obsession so i amazon i have enough books to make my own librar but i still keep buying them but i actually love it i find all these weird things and i have to buy them but i will try and make the bank balance massive again lol : /

5. I will eventually have a make over inside and out inside meaning emotionally not going to get a clonic irrigation but maybe that would be good for me too hahahahaha. The outside meaning hair / makeup/ clothes wise as im not a fashion goddess im the sort of girl who isnt really interested in clothes but i do like looking nice i have always been a tomboy and personally i think im going to be one. I eventually want to be confident i understand that every girl in the world doesnt like something about herself looks wise i just want to feel good about myself i want to be pretty i want someone to say wow look at her a compliment would be nice. I sound self absorbed now dont i lol!!!

Anyways changing the subject since i read the book twilight i have become obsessed i know thats very sad but the story is absolutely amazing and the films are so intense i love love love it the actors in the films portray the characters beautifully. I want another tattoo and piercing so bad random i know ill love you and leave you people

xoxo Laura

Current Mood: Strange

Currently Listening To: Queen- Crazy Little Thing Called Love

Arachnophobia : ' (

Thank god for my mum let me tell you about the most massivest spider in the whole world i swear anyways last Friday i was playing guitar hero quite happily and all off a sudden this thing started crawling up my wall behind my television : O i actually cried no word of a lie i started screaming like a mad person ran downstairs and told my mum what i just saw and she didn't believe me because i saw another spider downstairs in the living room and she said i was imagining it hahaha ermm no and the one downstairs was smaller compared to the one i had in my room so i got my step dad to go check my room and it had hidden itself in my room somewhere : ' ( i refused to go or sleep in my room but this morning mum found the monster and even she agreed it was a monster I'm so happy : D
well anyways i apologize for not blogging for like 2 months but to be honest nothing has really happened of any interest other than i got a tattoo which I'm in love with I'm constantly going on about it as it is the shit!!!! : ) i will put a picture of it up once i finished my rant hahahahaha. I tell you what i need to go out let my hair down all i do is work : ( and i need to find a bloke its depressing i think I'm the only on of my friends that isn't in a relationship!!! i don't think i have ever had a long term one ARGHHHHHHHHH so the man hunt begins i think ; ) well its a lovely day and i have to go and tidy up fun fun fun

Love Laura xoxo

PS I Want Another Tattoo!!!!!

Mood: Fine

Currently Listening To: The White Stripes- My Door Bell

^^^^ My Beloved

Darkness

At this moment in time im sitting in a pitch black lounge by myself its great to be me LOL. Anyways what to say what to say this morning i seriously did not want to get out of bed i literallly i had to drag myself out of it and i hate that i like it when you can just jump out of bed man it puts me in a bad mood for the day HAHAHAH. I was surprised though even with the whole bed situation i got on the wii fit : D well done L *Applause* and i done a whole bloody hour on it the bloody yoga OMG i hate it with avengance i done this sun salutation thingy and was quite good on it then i went on the one called a tree stance or something and it didnt rate me said i was a couch potatoe and i thought i was good at that one aswell!!! At least i said i lost some weight that was one good thing : ) . Also recently i was going through some photos on my laptop and came across some really old photos of me and my school friends and i really wish i could see all my school friends A, L, H ,N ,F, S ,M most of them i still count as my best friends / close friends so i was determined to go memory digging so i got all the old letters that people had written to me at school it was so funny like who fancied who at the time and all the gossip at the time and you never guess what i actually started to cry like bawl my eyes out. My eyes were like really sore and puffy by the end of it I thought to myself all these people influenced my school life and i miss them so fucking much its unbelieveable. Then i read another letter from one of my old best friends M since then we are no longer friends i read one of her letters she wrote brilliant letters they used to make me smile so much and then i bloody started bawling it again LOL I have emotional issues i swear. I miss her actually i miss all my friends and it was so freaky i turned mtv and it was the episode where its laurens birthday on the yacht and her and heidi were speaking about there broken friendship : O i couldnt believe it it must be a sign or something , something with my friends is going to happen i swear. Anyway i defo know whats going to happen for my birthday celebration im not going to tell you all cos it would ruin the surprise ; ) But ill tell you one thing im going dressed up as a sailor : )
Eeee big brother is officially taking over my life im a sad act i know but i was watching it and a bloke on there marcus was speaking about something and it reminded me off his outburst in the diary room OMFGGGG that was the funiest thing ever hahahaha i was sitting there and my stomach hurt so much and i actually could not breathe i was nearly hyperventalating hahaha my mum asked me whats so funny and i couldnt even reply cos i was laughing so much GO MARCUS!!!! Im a book worm at the moment i think i spent at least 40 quid on books this month im reading one called rise of the foot soldier i watched the dvd aswell its right up my street its bloody brilliant i love things like that you know gangsters football hooligans i love it all. I havent finished it yet but its really interesting the bloke in it seems like a right legend aswell as reading that im reading belle de jours second book shes a bloody genius if i had an ounce of her brilliance id be bloody fantastic HAHA!!
I dont know if i wrote this already but i think i had an expierience last week. I was sitting downstars watching television all was well then i started hearing heavy breathing like someone had just been a 5 mile run i got up and looked around nothing. So i thought oh well its nothing i continued to watch tele then it started again and i got really creeped out i started hearing all these weird noises like my dogs bowl moving it so i shouted for my dog to stop and it didnt so i got up and looked and nothing was there : / it proper shit me up i told my mum about it and she goes shes heard it before but it doesnt bother her : / bloody bothers me. Now im getting shivers arghhh i might go to bed LOL.
Im so excited me and S hopefully will be going for our first tattoo after i turn 18 i cant wait i know what im having well sorta i have a couple of ideas im so excited and terrified at the same time : S
well anywaysy im off to get some sleep thats if i dont get to scared nighty night.

Xoxo Laura

Currently Listening To : Micheal Jackson- Earth Song

Mood: Indescribable

Happy Birthday Hana!!!

Happy Birthday Hana!! I Miss Her Ever So Much && I Hope She Has Had A Brilliant Day. I Miss My Friendlings : (

Xoxo Laura

Currently Listening To : Silence

Mood : Pissed Off

I Put On My Happy Face..

Arghhh i cannot believe i havent been to my virtual therapist for a couple of days sorry about that i been working. And that is soooo much fun NOT!!! I just dont get it how some people get away with what they do in the working environment Im not going to say much more than that cos ill probably get a massive bollocking LOL. HAHAHA last night was so funny i decided i would go on the wii fit havent been on it for like absolute ages gosh that thing makes you feel so insecure about yourself doesnt it so im probably going to become a wii fit addict great : / well anyways i was on it doing yoga && shit and my mum comes in and says let me have ago i was like ermmm nooo not on my account so i made her her own account so i got her playing and OMGGG It was the funniest thing i seen in a while my mum doing the hula hoop is the fucking funniest thing everrr she was better than me say but im shit at it i admit but it was telling her left she went right and vice versa then i was telling her she still done her own thing hahaha mums going off on one at me now saying dont fucking write about me ill be a laughing stock LOLOLOL deary me. Atm i love quotes i been writing famous people quotes and famous quotes all over my facebook im sad i know : ) but i think quotes sum everything up i love them. Today i was just in one of those fuck off moods today i was just pissed off and i dont know why if someone looked at me wrong i was angry i just didnt feel like myself today was very strange. I hope it isnt the time of the month as my mum announced at work in front of everyone embarassing and thats all i bloody need LOL no pun intended there seriously serious pmt im a nasty bitch and i hate feeling like a nasty bitch but it makes you feel nasty LOL i talk so shit dont i. Anyways im going to leave on a quote.

The Most Important Relationship You Have In Your Life Is The One You Have With Yourself Because No Matter What Happens You Will Always Be With Yourself- Diane Von Furstenberg ♥

Xoxo Laura

Currently Listening To: Mother Moaning

Mood: Weird

Clouds In The Sky

Again It Is A Lovely Day Pictureseque May I Say : ) The Clouds Make The Sky Look Even More Pretty But They Are Blocking The Sun So Clouds Please Go Away For A While.
Anyways I Began That Survey Yesterday Got Up To Page 24 And Got Bored I Swear I Went To Bed Seeing Yes's And No's And Little Xs HAHA.
Im Quite Sad I Bought A Paddling Pool I Actually Love It I Put My Dog In It She Didnt Like It So Much Well Anyways I Woke Up This Morning To Find It Sort Of Deflated And Half The Water Out Of It : ( It Deflated My Happiness!!!
Ahh Im Thinking At This Moment In Time My Life Consists Of Big Brother Blogging And Reading I Seriously Need To Get Out More I Think Myself And Things Will Change Once I Turn Eighteen I Always Said All My Responsibilitys Will Come When I Turn Eighteen Basicaly I Think Ill Be An Adult : )
I Cant Believe Its The First Of July Today In Another Three Days It Will Be A Month Til Im Eighteen!!! : D ( Note To Self Shut Up About Turning Eighteen For Goodness Sake!)
Anyways I Cant Believe My Youngest Nephew Turns One In Like A Month And A Bit Going To Spoil Him : ) I Miss My Sister My Nephews My Brother And My Sister In Law : ( It Just Fucking Sucks My Family Mean The World To Me If You Didnt Already Know That. If I Didnt Have My Family Around Me I Think I Would Die. My Family Are My World. I Might Not Get Along With Them All The Time But I Wouldnt Change Them For The World.
Arghh I Seriously Need To Stop Swearing I Been Doing It So Much Lately I Think If I Put 50p In A Pot Everytime I Swore I Would Have At Least Two Grand Now New Savings Thought There.
And Thank God Sree From Big Brother Is Up For Eviction I Been Waiting Til Day One For Him To Be Up Im Going To Vote Loads To Get Him Out As He Is The Most Annoying Person In There Arghhh I Look At Him And Im Instantly Angry!!!! Well Enough Moaning For Me As Im Off To Get A Bit Of Colour On Me As I Still Look Like A Snowman.

Xoxo Laura

Currently Listening To : Vlad The Impaler- Kasabian

Mood: Free

Woo : )

I Booked My Annual Leave From Work At The Best Exact Time The Weather Is Absolutely Gorgeous And Im Up Rather Early Considering If Im Off Work I Dont Get Up Til About Twelve HAHA Anyways BMRB Sent Me A Massive Survey To Do And Im Panicking As Its Massive Like One Of Text Books You Revise From. Ill Do It Eventually : ) My Poor Old Dog Babe She Really Is Suffering Shes Thirteen And The Weather Is Really Starting To Take Its Toll On Her.
Even When She Is In The Shade Shes Panting And She Looks Really Uncomortable Bless Her I Really Wouldnt Want To Be A Dog In This Weather Me And Mum Are Going To Buy Her A Paddling Pool To Cool Her Off I May Jump In There With Her.
I Keep Feeling Little Beads Of Sweat Running Down The Side Of My Face Its Rancc Anyways I Should Be Seeing A Dear Friend Of Mine Today Quite Excited About That I Need Her Help With A Fancy Dress Costume Im Really Stuck With It It All. And She Is All Very Fashionable Unlike Me Who Usually Wears the Colour Black All The Time And No I Am Not A Goth Im Actually Starting To Wear Colour Now Woo : D Yellows My Fave At The Mo So Summery And Bright : )
Im Doing That Survey Now Im On Page 7 Out Of 127!!! Ahhhh This Is Going To Take Me Like A Whole Fucking Year To Do!!!
Im Really Hungry But I Dont Know What I Want Its Too Hot To Think HAHAHA Think My Brain Is Meltingg LOLOLOL!! And Thank The Lord I Didnt Put Any Makeup On Would Be Pure Melt Down Of The Face. Later On Though Ill Have To Put Some On I Look Like Death Warmed Up At The Moment. Note To Self No Liquid Eyeliner!!!
Im Off Now Anyways As I Have Subathing To Catch Up On As Of Now I Look Like A Snowman.

Xoxo Laura

Currently Listening To: Birds , Bees && The Wind

Mood: Summery && Satisfactory